Original text is copyrighted by Jan-Anton
One night, when sleep was not mine, I had a
A three-eyed human head appeared to me, with a smoke plume as
body. Now I know that there are
demons who can take such an appearance if it suits them. I was not
especially intrigued by it, at most curious if something of importance
would follow this apparition. When after a few moments a static state of
consciousness started to manifest, just looking at each other, the demon
looking at me and me looking at the demon, I decided to raise my glowing
power in order to call up more demons, while my Djinns were around me
(these Djinns are the same as the Great-Servant-Friend-Spirits with
Soerya and the
Kámál-Hjinoe, from the
Book of Spirits by Emperor Noer).
Cosmic life is by itself with risks
like any small life form, but when supported by twelve Djinns with whom
one can cooperate, and also under the protection of several Gods, one
can feel safe in such circumstances.
Instantly the entire atmosphere
was filled solely with demons, all of them three-eyed in manifestation
but otherwise completely different of appearance and of color. I assume
that an unprepared spectator would have died from fear; indeed, such an
apparition is especially impressive. Human imagination is too small to
digest everything one beholds with such a demonic "visitation". It
demands a certain measure of cosmic experience with business of this
kind to stay completely sober. If this has been achieved, then what
remains is the interpretation of such visions and their meaning. This
does not happen with a kind of dream dictionary, but with necessary
individual occult contacts, which are Powers, not individuals.
could accept the three-eyed demons as symbols and go on to an
interpretation, which is certainly the most easy method as one can omit
a difficult part of the clarification. But it was clear to me that the
demons in my vision were not purely symbolic. They were without doubt
tangibly present, and thus I had to pay attention to the now-and-why.
Summa summarum: I see a great deal of demons of various forms and color,
with one common thing: three eyes, the third eye mostly orderly on the
forehead, but sometimes in other compositions. They are not threatening,
but are wandering among each other in a dancing manner. The atmosphere
is sulfuric, what would certainly be food for Christian devils tales! It
is this simple, it all shows in complete silence.
This lasts a while.
Than a light green sphere appears, which originally is left alone by the
demons. Then it is being divided among themselves, although this does
not happen with a knife, but by means of a procedure of picking, like a
A kind of roar sounds, the sky turns red, I hear somebody
laughing; a low voice. For a moment my head appears among the demons. It
has two eyes but there is golden band around the skull. The the vision
fades and ends.
Of course, the third eye of the demons in
the vision denotes clairvoyance, at least according to tradition.
However one must be very careful with this interpretation because in the
new World Year many of these
formulas have lost their value. The body with a smoke plume is a symbol
of detachment. Thus we have here an image of pure spiritual beings with
great inner power, and gifted with cosmic insight. It is clearly about
demons, apparently benevolent of character. Compare this with what has
been said about the Döwíli in
the Book of Spirits. The raising of glowing power (psycho-physical heat)
by myself points to an active vision: I have conscious participation in
the vision. The Djinns around me points to the fact that there were more
spirits, at my side, who were involved and were protecting me. The care
I was in, of the Gods, points to the cosmic significance of this vision.
As the atmosphere was purely filled with demons, this does not mean that
the demon had called for reinforcements. These kinds of circumstances do
attract the attention of other demons. The light green sphere,
originally neglected by the demons, is certainly the world of the earth.
A short time later the demons attack and destroy it. The roar is fitting
and also the red color appearing in the sky. The laughter could be from
the Initiator of this final disaster! One could say it looks
apocalyptic. The appearance of my head between the demons, with two eyes
and with a golden band around the skull, is more a spiritual
Conclusion: It is about the vision of what will happen
at the end of the scarcely beginning new World Year, that probably will
be short compared with the previous one. The physical destruction of the
earth. The demons are probably symbolic for the nature spirits, which
will certainly be involved in the process.
(note of translator: this
vision might also be symbolic for the end of the old World Year and the
beginning of the new World Year; the demons showing that the earth has
to go through a thorough transformation.)
It is very interesting what is mentioned
about giants in the Book of
Spirits. With the same stupidity man of the previous World Year has in
regards to other nature beings, as for example elves, kobolds, gnomes
and so on, he considers the appearance of a giant usually as dumb, lazy
That is a dangerous way of generalizing, because there are
several types of giants. Once I saw a giant, standing on a mountain
flank, seize a flying machine out of the air, like a cat seizes an
inexperienced bird. The results were clear; total destruction. The
machine was thrown against the rocks, an almost classic model of air
disaster. One wonders: why did the giant do this?
Giants in general
are irritable. They see the high regions of the mountains as their
special resort, in as far as it goes about mountain giants. It can
happen that they just don't allow intruders. This is rarely foreseeable.
Even the giant who fundamentally is tolerant, and those are very rare,
is still quite capricious. The phenomenon "human" will never be
completely accepted by a giant, although it is quite more common for a
giant to curiously follow a man into his territory instead of carelessly
throwing him in a ravine. In mountain areas there are things that man
does that are irritating to a giant. An irritated giant is an extremely
Mountain climbers and their expeditions always make
a giant nervous, especially when they take soil samples. Giants also
hate the noise of radios, motors and so on. Sounds from an airplane,
even more so since the introduction of jet engines, can drive a giant
insane. When a giant loses his self control, anything can happen.
Usually giants do not react that violently in the lower mountain ranges.
This does not preclude that when they are in an angry mood that they
tend to throw rocks, resulting in naturally disastrous results, even
avalanches. He who sees a giant might easily easily get heart failure as
giant are literally very big, massive and wild looking! With the use of
the term "giant" in as far as eyewitness accounts go, it is advisable to
question if they indeed saw a giant. The same applies for nature beings,
because confusion is easy. The perception of a spiritual apparition
naturally leads to the conclusion that one has seen an elf, a kobold, a
giant. But a demon or even an angel servant can also manifest itself in
a nature environment, and these kinds of spirits, and I am only naming
two, can be of enormous proportions.
Hoetan said that the giants would be involved with the destruction
of the world, that also is written in the Edda. (note translator: The
Edda is a collection of Old Norse poems from the Icelandic mediaeval
manuscript Codex Regius. The Edda is the most important source we have
on Norse mythology and Germanic heroic legends.) I became aware that
with the term giants Hoetan implied earth forces who would retaliate and
destroy nature-hostile humanity. This is not limited to giants; the most
insignificant kobold then throws away his playing nature and becomes a
spear point, aimed at the chest of mankind.
But the manifested
giants, not their souls, are perishing with the earth.
In the new
World there will giants again, as friends of Gods and man: serious, wise
spirits and guardians of the order on the new earth, building on
prestige and authority.
How different than giants are
elves, not to be confused with
the generally cunning, hostile to humans, alvers, who, despite their
dimensions and power, are near to to giants!
I know an elf in the
fens of Brabant (=province of Holland), who is showing a kind of
affectionate melancholy. When he is feeling well, he is sitting
underneath vegetation overhanging a tree at the edge of a small pond
where he lives. When I saw him for the first time, he let me feel that
his name was Anspar.
When he doesn't feel well he withdraws and then
he is just visible between the twigs of the overhanging trees. When he
feels very bad, then he jumps on me and tightens himself to my chest,
like a young ape to his mother. Then he is much smaller than usual, and
completely melancholic. Spherically, this is not without oppression. By
way of speaking he is sucking the compassion out of someone. But it has
to be mentioned that Anspar also gives a certain insight. From his elf
hugs, which only last a couple of minutes, I have learned more than
years of study of all kinds of standard occult works could have taught
Besides Rudolf, Anspar is my friend,
this melancholic elf, who is sad about the noise in his environment,
about the rackets, and who does not understand that I cannot make an end
to it in one gesture. Ah, Anspar! If people were more like you, my green
transparent friend, who sometimes is hanging so heavy on my shoulders,
you, lovely and pure being.
What will you do when people have made
your little living environment unlivable? Do you then die the elf death
of pining away; do you ebb away, or do you flee to more healthy regions?
I will miss you, my good elf friend. I won't forget you, as you too will
not forget loose me from your airy memory.
For you a hymn of praise,
patient, still bearing Anspar. However I fear that your departure is
near. With this in front of me I know that an elf can be one's brother.
Per always was,
from the beginning of the universe
And Per will always be till the
end of it.
Is Per invincible? No he is not.
Per is imperishable
and without any other name.
No being is without Per that wants to be
Does Per execute laws? He does not.
Does Per avoid laws?
He does not.
Per is without laws and without double will.
rules over all that wants to be right in reason.
Does Per regulate?
He does not regulate.
Per's name is endless and detached from the
Per blesses everything that wants to
be showered with light.
Does Per have desires? He does not know
Does Per distance himself? He does not deny himself.
always was from the beginning of the universe
And per will always be
till the end of it.
Not everybody is mortal
will once go into Per.
Only: when is that Once?
The four Holy Emperors grasp the
hands of Per;
Many Enlightened Ones dissolved into Him.
wretched will be alone in His night:
Then He is not, and no All is
But after even this night there will be a new All,
And the wretched will go into Per.
Going into Per is the highest
Going into Per is being-light-oneself;
Going into Per is
It is the pulverizing of the last barrier;
being-blade with the grass;
It is being-Per-oneself in taking part of
That is at the end of the road,
The proud road,
road of lonely climbing:
The grasping of the hands of Per.
four Holy Emperors grasped them!
Why could you or I not do the same?
He who is not holy can become holy:
A nimbus already circles my head.
Almost detached, I am looking at his eyes,
But the eyes of Per do not
Because He is Per.
Once everyone will go into Per.
bring that Once closer!
Why am i writing this work and not somebody
In all my previous lives I came as ruler,
And often as a
My good will was persecuted
By doom and dead
But often also by blessing;
There was no regularity in
And cause and effect only perceptible
By those who read the
Sometimes there are things
Which even a reader of signs
does not except.
And more holy men are there who would do better.
It will be fate,
And apparent a big deal - but very small
Before Per's appearance it is not even a bread crumb!
I am sitting and writing - a sleep walker;
Sometimes my speech is
from ages old,
Sometimes it is rough.
I hear, perceive, and write
Who says that words carry laws?
Those laws worn out in
the new World Year!
serve the evil forces,
I do not want to hear sounds from those
If it must be, I do my plight
And write, even as my
existence passes by -
Am I a hero then? - Ah, no,
I am hardly
aware that I work,
But I am sure that it must be.
And without Per,
who is blind in regards to Justice,
I would not see from both of my
How unequalled are dragons as forms of
appearance of the highest cosmic
Demons, embodiments of universal power and regulators of law!
This new World Year is not anymore one of religions and sects, but it is
one of independently becoming human. It is not anymore one of the
so-called "world leaders", but it is the World Year of the reborn Gods
and Demons. This is the era of the Holy Dragon.
He who has rested
between the toes of the Blue Dragon of Universal Knowledge, he who has
flown on his breath, whom he held high on his flames, he has seen and
must tell what he saw.
The Holy Dragon encircles the earth: his
breath is her soul! The sight of this respectful being is beyond
comparison. In majesty there is little to compare him with, the holy
Blue Dragon. His enormous mouth is bigger than the earth; his body is
longer than the Milky way; his roaring and is like the thunder of
hundreds of volcanoes or as the roaring of an ages old storm.
bears his imposing appearance, whose eye does not get blinded, who does
not fall down with dizziness, whose ear does not get death?
and knowledge are only allowed to those who have seen the Dragon in all
his might. He is the key to all Higher Knowledge in the cosmos, and one
must have returned to earth with undamaged skin and unburned hair.
Each spiritual mandate, each worldly power for ruler ship comes from the
Dragon. All others are mirages or falsehoods.
The Holy Dragon does
not wish and does not demand. Therefore one must not adore him as a
Divinity from the old World Year. The immortal Dragon is a given, not an
The road to the Dragon begins in the personal experience and in
the wish to follow this road too. One walks on this road alone. There
are no guides. One goes blind. Along the road there are signs. The only
thing to do is: to not see with open eyes, and thus not to be led
astray. One fills his ears with wax in order not to hear the voices one
can expect behind oneself. One does not know what is behind him.
when one hears with awe the roaring of the Holy Dragon, then the moment
is there! Remove the wax from the ears; open the eyes and approach
without fear the exalted being that lives at the end of all dimensions.
One shall feel how to pass by the threshold to the new knowledge. Then
it will be understandable how in words nothing can be transferred from
the Beingness. Therefore the role of teachers, interpreters and priests
is over; that real or so-called holy books have no more value; and that
this book, that you are reading now, is not a learning-of-life-book, but
a gaze into the distance.